Last week in therapy, we talked some about past sexual abuse. It upset me and made me angry with my therapist. The freakiest thing that scared me the most was I had text messaged her cell phone with a suicidal type message. She never gave me her cell phone number. I didn't remember doing this, but its on my phone. I've done some weird things that I don't remember, like ending up in a totally different room than the room I was initially sleeping in. I'm afraid to go to sleep. I'm afraid to go to therapy becase I don't want her to yell at me for using her cell phone, and I don't want to talk about the trauma anymore. I'm scared and would rather avaoid than confront. Any one listening? Help!