After talking with some friend I realized that, although I have been with obsessive problems for 10 yrs. now, I was diagnosed with OCD only a few months ago!! Where was I all this years? I mean, the anxiety medication I have been taking has kept me in a semi-asleep state which doesn't allow me to respond adequately in the "real world". Yes it helps with the anxiety but also keeps me in this state where a year can pass so quickly, and suddenly there have passed 10 of them!

I mean, I have been treated for anxiety and depression but it is until recently that a more accurate diagnose was made for me. This diagnose not only puts a name on my disease, but also helps me direct all of my efforts in a clear direction in order to heal faster. From this view I can clearly see that my previous doctor was just treating my symptoms but wasn't doing anything to heal me. That is a shame!