I am lonely but i bring it on myself. I have pushed everyone away from me ..... my daughter is livin away until she goes to Uni ..... when my hubby comes home i shut myself in my room .... i feel better away from people right now ... i feel boring and there is no spark, no interest, no nothing .... my best friend IRL has even abandoned me now becasue i am always cancelling arrangements ... we knew each other 30 years ......

guess i'm better off alone ..... Jx