MissC,
It amazes me how much I always indentify with and understand your posts. I am going through the same exact thing. Two sessions ago, I felt totally connected, totally understood. This made it so much easier to make it to the next session (which is now once a week). However, I have felt totally disconnected the last two sessions. I know it is this way when I feel frustrated with him (or project my frustration onto him) and express it. I realize now that sometimes I desperately try not to express it but it comes out indirectly. I know exactly how devastated you feel. This week has been unbelievably excruciating emotionally. But I don't call him because I'm afraid he'll back further away. I really hope tomorrow is a good session because I don't think I can take much more of this. I hate being in so much pain and feeling that no one knows, that I'm all alone. I hate thinking that I'm going to tell him how much pain I'm in and that he possibly might say, well you're just in a regression, expect that. I want to get rid of it. I want one week of peace. I hope your session goes well tomorrow and that you are granted peace until your next session. I wish we all could find peace that isn't contingent on another.