Thanks everyone for your replies and kind words. Lauren, I went to my Pdoc and he recommended that I go to once a week instead of twice because I was experiencing negative transference with T. The next session with T, T asked about it. I told him I wanted to wait until the summer. He said okay. The closer summer came, the more I knew I didn't want to do this. So, I told T I didn't want to go to once a week and he said, "Well when do you plan to?" Can you tell that he is uncomfortable with people who have attachment issues? This scares the hell out of me. Anyway, the session after he came back from vacation, I told him I would go to once a week. I didn't want him to make me do it, so I did it. Honestly, I'm really frustrated about this but there's nothing I can do. I've told him. He says nothing. He told me that he would not make me go to once every other week, that it would be my decision. I just don't know what to think. Sometimes I feel like he resents me for wanting to see him more. Those could be my feelings, but they are still excruciating. I see him tomorrow.