((((wantoheal))))
Hope you're getting the and that you need for your own healing by now! Tx of this Dx deserves the best you can get! I was digging through some "MPD Quotes" I printed a long time ago & I ran across one that I thought maybe you could "chew over" that refers to a response one MPDer said about the Dx itself...please read!

"NOTHING could adequately prepare me for my diagnosis. It was like a jolt of electricity. But I am reminded that, although dangerous, electricity has the power to light the Darkness before me; and I am eternally grateful for that!"

Just think about it, but in the meanwhile, (((((HUGS& )))))) DayZee et. al.