You make perfect sense to me. I can relate to some of the things that you mentioned, like having so much love for people. Being good on the inside but hating the outside, even though I'm often told I'm pretty, even by total strangers. I just don't get it cuz I don't see it myself. I can't figure out what they're talking about. Unfortunately, even though I know there is a lot of good on the inside, most people have this preconceived idea of who they think I am and it's not the same person that I know myself to be. Their idea is a very negative one of me.