((((((((((Griffe)))))))))))))
I'm so sorry I didn't see this sooner.
Rember to breathe hun, it will be okay, everyone here on PC cares very much and is here with you.
I'm sorry to hear about Kate, I hope she comes home soon.
You are a wonderful, caring person, don't let the lies the deprression tells you win, because they are just lies, the truth is that you are a great friend and you care very much about people.
I hope you get to feeling better, rember I care very much and so do many others here on Pc and IRL. I am here if you ever need to talk.

Sending lots and lots of gentle hugs and safe thoughts
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