((((((((((((((((love and hugs))))))))))))))))))

Thankyou, everyone. I will tell my t tomorrow. You know i am so dreading tomorrow, even spending time with my own son ..... I just want tomorrow over with ..... I cant even bring myself to tell Tony (hubby) how bad i feel because if i do i wont be able to stop crying ..... i know i wont .... and he is working so hard right now ... he doesn't need me crying and carrying on .....
somehow i have to pull myself together ...... thanks for the replies ..... hugs and care ..... ty Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxo