THEY WIN.
They were right.
I DON'T MATTER.

No one cares.
I am worth nothing.
I am invisible.
It's my fault.
My screams aren't heard.
My words aren't read.
My voice is not important.

Hahaha I bet they're laughing that I kidded myself for a bit that people cared and that I mattered but oh what a *&^*(%ing joke. I'll always be ignored and mocked and I'm stupid and dirty.

Yeah, am I being to bloody negative? It doesn't matter, I can't talk, they've silenced me, no one cares enough to listen anyways, GAME OVER. Look who won.

Fade away, for me to fade away forever, THAT'S WHAT EVERYONE WANTS. Don't feel safe, can't talk to anyone, yeah stupid (*^(#ing worthless me.

I DON'T BELONG They made me, no, I made me this hideous unlovable SICK UGLY CHILD STUPID TIME TO GO AWAY NOW AND JUST Go not come back ^&*%(^%^