I'm sorry you are feeling this way LT... Trusting your therapist is a difficult thing....but in order to begin healing you have to be able to trust him/her and put everything out there on the table. I, too, had a difficult childhood and it was difficult to talk about, as well as other issues, but I finally put it out there and it is helping me to get better.

I used to not be able to go out of the house at all...now I can go to the grocery albeit difficult, doctor by myself, and drop dd off at events. Without therapy I could not have left the house...and without it still I wouldn't leave the house.... Yes, it is hard being ME...but I have no other choice this is who I am right now!

TJ