<font color="green"> I am not sure how I feel now. I feel disconnected from me and from those around me. I say, ‘I love you,’ but I feel nothing. I want to feel closer to my therapist but I don’t want to feel so close to her. However it doesn’t matter too much right now cos I just don’t feel much at all. I have been trying so hard but even with therapy tomorrow I just feel ……
I travel inside a bubble
Isolated from the world
Living with these narrow confines
I am a world unto myself
Within the midst of any crowd
Or with a chosen one or two
Still am I trapped inside
Solitary, untouching and untouched.
You may touch the surface
But you cannot penetrate
So I will still be here
Isolated from the world.
I seem to be able to say it in poetry better than in plain prose. sighhhhh
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dalila
Worry is like a rocking chair. It gives you something to do but it doesn't get you anywhere.
-Erma Bombeck
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