Hi Wants,

I just read your post. You've had to deal with a big one and no mistake. That sort of betrayal would knock anyone down.

Two years is not a long time, and what you said about being 'trapped in the tape' feels familar to me for different, but similar, reasons. I have called it 'looping'.

I wish there was some way to make it alright for you, but all I can do is read your post and share some of the feeling, I hope it helps a little.

Good thoughts to you, Myzen.