Is officially over for me now. It was going great, I still don't understand what happened. Besides all the sneaking around, we were floating in ecstasy. Now, it comes to find out he was trying to convince my very close friend that they should be together, this was right after we were intimate. My dignity as of right now is completely squashed. He still don't know what I know neither, of course my friend told me.

This is what I deserve, I truly believe this.

I just wish my husband would love me and stop putting me down more then he already has.

I feel so lonely and betrayed.