I tried to get into the doctor today but they couldn't fit me in, and today was the only day off besides Friday and I'm busy on Friday, I guess I can try next week. Just feeling really frustrated and sad, This July has been really hard, I guess my depression is getting worse because the actually aniversiry of the car accident is drawing closer and closer.

Everyone IRL keeps invaldating my feelings too, my friends make me feel really alone or like I'm overreacting to everything. I told them I was going to the doctor to see if I could get on some medicene for my anxiety and they told me I was taking the easy way out and that it was a bad idea and that I should toughen up and just deal, and that medicen would make everything worse. They have a funny way of bringing up my mental health and making me feel like crap about it, I asked them to help me contact a thearpist because it is really hard for me to do it, or possibly just sit with me when I made the call and they told me no, it wasn't their psychological problem it was mine and that I should just deal with it and grow up...

*Sigh* I just feel so alone with people, yet I know isolation is bad for me, it just feels like the world is going to swallow me whole. I think I may go for a walk later to clear my head, to many thoughts.
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Thank you for replying J and cpljacksparrow, it means alot.