Anyways, what I meant to say this morning when I logged on..
(the bell rang, had no time and had to go to class, grrr)

I don't feel safe with myself anymore. I don't know what to do at all. I have a pocket full of blades and all my meds are in my bag. I dunno what to do. I've been suicidal the past few weeks or so, but I'm not sure I want the outcome of that action. I don't entirely want to, but it's getting harder and harder to resist. I dunno what I'll do..

~Kayleigh