{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{AG}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Relax, Hun! Don't push yourself beyond your endurance. Just let it be for now.

Did you tell your T that the meds aren't working? Use your frustration in a good way and make your T listen to you. Do you see a shrink for your meds? If not, your T could refer you to one.

What I see is your illness having it's way with you. It's NOT YOU. We're here to help you get control of that nasty thing! No matter what, YOU ARE CARED ABOUT whether you're down or up.