thankyou friends ..... i was fine in the end .... sometimes i build up worse scenario thingys in my head and all for nothing ... my son came with me and on the way back i told him to go sit with some friends that were on the bus .... he came back and sat with me in the end .... how special is my son????? Love him ...... therapy, well posted in psychotherapy .... making low progress, bit overwhelmed .... nothing too bad, trying to understand disossiation right now... well, co consciousness.

love to you all, thankyou for supporting me, Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxo