It's really a laugh that I would post in relationships -- because I do not have any. I believe that I am seriously defective in some way that is beyond my comprehension. Because I would change if I knew what it is I need to change. I would figure out how to do it.

I teach, and my contract has been non-renewed for every job I've held since 1997. Okay, so that one lasted seven years, which is a pretty good run in contemporary America. Still, it feels %#@&#! to be not good at what I do after 15 years of doing it. And I do not have any other marketable skills.

And if I have them, I do not believe I am capable of marketing them -- because I am seriously defective. I have no friends, and I do not get out much -- because I do not want even more people to notice how seriously defective past people have found me.

I have not been around for a long time, so posting almost guarantees I will be ignored -- proving to myself once again how seriously defective I am. Talking about setting up a self-fulfilling prophecy. I can almost predict the two members who will post unempathic responses . . . well, they are probably right -- they just recognized how defective I am quicker than others.