Well so much for my good streak....... My husband and I just cant ever have a civil conversation or disagreement or discussion about anything...We took our children to the carnival tonight and we had just bought six flag tickets a couple days ago...So im suggesting to my husband that I dont think its a good Idea to take our 2 year old, im trying to explain why I think this and hes just interrupting me saying no the whole time like i wasnt even speaking.... So i just shut up and dropped it. But the rest of the night was ruined I cant talk to him about anything I feel like our whole relationship is on his authority we only do what he wants to when he wants to....If i suggest doing something he shoots it down before I even get the words out..This is so frustrating to me...I feel as though I want to give up I dont want to fight for us anymore cause i feel their is no us only him ruler of the house....I recently disclosed that i have found my real father on here and is it wrong of me to want him as my husband to be with me when I meet them for the first time????!!!! He wont go with me he says im not going to put him in akward position....Is this selfish of me or somehow wrong of me to want my husband their to support me...I feel he dosnt support me at all in anything I do...I just dont know what to do anymore...I feel as though my depression will never get better cause he always brings me down so much.....