Going on that journey upward,

You will make it through the cruise and be back in time to get into that T's office!

Discuss the meds you are taking as there can be a change that might be better for you.

Everyone reacts differently.

Don't be afraid to call the prescribing Dr. about your feelings - they might be worsened by meds and will taper - still he/she needs to know.

The job, well, you can find another while you are still at this one.
After all, you were looking for a job when you found this one.

Try looking for something in a place or service field that does or closely relates to something you love. Maybe an entry position in something you have always wanted to learn,... it makes such a difference to like what you do, and it is possible to do that.

You might want a gift shop some day, so work in one and learn how the owner is also the buyer, the mgr., window dresser, etc. How she does the books. You get the idea.

Learn the skills you need to make a dream job come true for you. It can happen overnight, but usually it doesn't. It is created.

You can do this and so much more.

Dry your tears and have a wonderful and much needed 2 week vacation on the Seas, be open to refreshing your spirit, and clearing your mind of all troubles. Make friends on board.

The whole trip is a necessary R&R. Treat yourself to this and when you return, your Therapist will be waiting, and hopefully, the keys to opening new doors and passages.

Good luck on your journey, as you move further along.

You can do it!

Love,
night