this is scarey, sorry your terrified but ya like Kiya said: your still you; some part of you.*chanting that to myself to drill it in* I just look at one part of my face in the mirror to avoid panic attacks, is all i know i can do right now. I have this weird thing about water and temp. i'm fighting with atm, i turn on the tub to hot, jump in and it's relatively cool, not know, have to figure! Just i take a bath with my 1 year old son and it's spooky that i make such an uncomfortable bath for him, grrrr