i was broken up with in november, and i'm still pining over this guy. he was my first everything, but i'm not sure if that's all the reason why i still love him. he still tells me sometimes that he has feelings for me, but he's got a girlfriend, and he fooled around with one of my friends a month back. he's older and i'm disappointed in him, but i'd still give my arms and legs to be with him. but i don't want to feel that way.. i care so much and i don't want to at all.
how do i move on from him?