feel like were floating almost all the time now..........nothing seems real, not even me (whoever that is)..........gong thru the motions best we can and failing at quite a lot of our attempts and simple normal tasks (like cooking, etc.) can't seem to do nuthin right or get any thing good like beadwork projects finish. the world is just like unreachable like we are watching it but can't be a part of it cause its too scary. can't seem to and don't know how to work out of this crummy place i guess its in our head don't know that either