cibomatto

i agree there is no normal reaction.
sometimes what you are feeling is called shock
WHen you lose someone you cared about
and when its not expected, thats a shock
It sounds like you care very much for him
and that he did for you, ((and he knew you well))
give it some time and your feelings will come
I think some are there already.
When my dad passed I did the dame thing I frooze
thats what I call it...
It will come in time.....
May your friend Joe rest in peace
My thoughts and prayers are with you
muffy