I have PTSD... I've had it since I was 19. They told me the symptoms would get worse during pregnancy. Well I have three weeks till my due date, but my doc says I could go next week.

I almost dropped out of college last night. I just cant stop thinking about negative things, and I can't concentrate, and I'm already way behind. I have to get ahead two weeks, including my final assignments before I go into labor... and Im so freaking stressed I cry about every 10 minutes. I decided to go ahead and keep trying. If I can get this all done in the next week, I'll be ok.

Im seeing a new therapist... she's choosing one of three therapy methods for me, EMDR, Dialectical Behavior Therapy, or this therapy that scared me called Prolonged Exposure Therapy. I see her for the second time today. She should have decided by today.

I really really need to get it together.. my fiance is about ready to leave me. I just cant keep it together. I feel like Im about ready to completely lose my mind.