Thanks so much for all the kind words, they really do mean a lot

I have temporarily paused the search for a therapist, I have some trust issues atm.
My first T palmed me off to a co-worker without an explanation, she didn't even tell me.
The second cancelled an appointment 2 months ago, claiming illness, which is fine. Every time I called over the next few weeks, i was told by her receptionist she was still away. i thought i was being paranoid, but I called using another name, and surprise, I got put stright thru. I called back as myself, only to be told she is still sick.
How professional is that????