I couldn't cry either when I started therapy. I do cry now and can't control it. I will cry in front of my T. I don't want anybody else to see me cry. I will keep myself from going places if I think it will be emotional. I've had to do some really tough things with my son lately. Stuff a loving mother never wants to do. I hadn't been going to church and T wanted me to go. I did and when people started hugging me telling me to call if they could help I started to cry. I hated it. Now I don't want to go back in fear of crying.

T wants me to talk to people on the phone for support and I said if I start talking about my situtation I will start crying and I don't want to reveal that part of me.

It just comes from the abuse.