(((HALLIE))). I am sorry that you are sufering to this degree. Trauma like you have wemt through at such a young age takes a long time to overcome and move forward from. A FEW therapy sessions is not enough for you to feel safe. The best thing is to keep going to therapy and getting the professional help needed to help you move forward in life. I hope things get better for you soon (((HALLIE))), and yu start to feel better about your future. Take care. Soidhonia