I don't have any friends besides my internet friends and they all live in different states. Most of my family on my dads side scare me (I have a fear of all men in his family because it's been men in his family that's sexually abused me) and the only one who would take me in on my moms side is my gramma, but she's a pain pill addict and I can't let myself be around all those pills. I'll pick right back up. I wouldn't mind living on my own, but I don't get enough income for that. I barely have enough to make it through each month with gas, insurance, my medicatins and doctors visits... Maybe a guy will love me one day and take me in.