now it's a website to make for my photography and jewelry.......i'm excited.......and the meds are WORKING.....I FEEL REAL......... i don't feel anymore.....well, a bit of me still is feeling it, but the normal is overriding it now. i couldn't have found normal with both hands if it had been on my butt in big black letters.....tofu probably could have helped me find it but i surely couldn't on my nutty own.....