I decided I should see a psychologist but it's not for 2 weeks.
But I wanted to see if I really am suffering from depression (or something else)
I dropped out of highschool in April.
I have lost all of my friends.
My behavior at work has changed; I am the youngest manager (16 years old) to ever work at my McDonalds and I was a multi employee of the month winner. But lately I have been told somethings up. I don't show the same qualities I used to. I am slowing down a lot. I have TERRIBLE mood swings and it's beginning to effect my work a lot. Luckily my superiors love me and aren't going to fire me, but they say I need help
My mood changes from happy to sad all of a sudden. sometime I talk a lot and others I won't respond to anyone.
I havent been falling asleep until 2:30 - 4am... I'll go to bed tired and all of a sudden have a burst of energy.
sometimes I'll go out and spend hundreds of dollars on books or camera equipment.
I also don't have a social life at all anymore
and lastly, I have a fetish with womans underwear for the past 5 years.. and I don't know if that is affecting my mental health.
Do I need to be instituinalized?
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