Thanks again for all your great responses. I really appreciate all of them.

It feels good to vent and hear what others have to say because lately I have just been so exhausted from constantly battling myself each and every day.

Rapunzel-i haven't really talked to him in depth about the text messaging. I am aware that this is my own personal battle and that he hasn't actually done anything wrong. He always texts me back if I text him, and even if I don't hear from him by the time I want to, I always hear from him at some point or another. So, I hate to harp on him when he hasn't actually done anything wrong. THe majority of it is all in my head, ya know? I just keep making up these situations myself.

BabyG-I'm sorry about everything that happened to you the other night...I'm so glad it worked out ok though. I haven't told my BF about my BPD. I try to keep it to myself when it comes to him because I don't feel like I am ready to tell him just yet until I have a better grasp on understanding it myself. So, he really doesn't even know about the daily battles I fight with myself regarding him. He doesn't know about the constant worrying and fear I have of him abandoning me, or no longer wanting me. I literally make a day out of waiting for a call or a text message. It's ridiculous and sad on my part but I just can't stop obsessing over it. All of it really does take a toll of you. I feel like I am physically and emotionally drained from constantly going back and forth with myself over this.

Thanks again everyone, I love being able to come on here and have other people to talk to about all this--you know, people that understand and can relate.