Thanks silver, i appreciate the backup.

However, i have decided to turn my phone off. i just dont want to be in contact with anybody physically. its better for me mentally right now. I feel like crap. the seroquel is working on my nerves but im in a "i just dont give a crap" mode right now.

thanks again. I will be hanging out here a lot today. I need you guys.

thank you all....

colleen