I havent cut in a few weeks, I havent been able to, family have been around.
but I;'ve been daydreaming about it.

The background is black and empty, and I have a sharp intrument and I cut deep enough to scar.

I'm always angry at myself in these daydreams, even though I'm never really angry in real life.

I don't normally cut too deep either.

What does it mean? I'm angry at myself? I want to cut deeper?

I know today I want to cut, but I'm not.