I am 16 years old now but when I was 6-8 my neighbor of the same age used to touch me and play with it and suck on it. Sometimes another kid who was a year older would do the same and also another one who was 2 years older than me. It has bothered me ever since, but can it be considered abuse? I used to pray to god that I was so sorry, I thought I was going to hell for it. I fear that I may abuse younger children when I get older. Sometimes I feel like I want to. I also have Transvestic Fetishism, and I feel it may be due to this.. I don't know what to do...