Hey Cheeks and Welcome.....

I'm sorry about everything you have been going through. I don't suffer from OCD, but I do however, suffer from BPD.

I recently found this board and it is a great place to come and vent and get advice from others going through similar situations.

I'm sorry I can't offer you more insight on your situation, but just know that on here, we are all going through something or another and we are all here to help one another out!!