(((earthmama)))

It's going to be hard, but you can go back to T and you can go back to AA. You just get back on the horse. You can choose not to let it get worse.

When is the soonest you can get to a meeting? I think that might be the biggest help. Make contact with someone real time. This doesn't have to spiral any further out of control.

I'm sorry it's so hard right now.