Sorry everyone, I am usually a positive well at least I try to be, but I just can't do it anymore. I just want to give up. No hospitals, meds, therapy appts. NO MORE! I can't take it anymore. I have been sleeping so much and doing some things during the day that just wear me out. Maybe it's just time to say GOOD-BYE! I have been having constant flashbacks and dissociating. I just can't see to stay with it. So don't know what to do anymore. Thanks for listening and take care.