I totally got smacked in the face tonight. I was going out of my comfort and was going to a support group that I felt ready to go to and the program director of the place that has the support group really thought it was time for me to start. So here I go to go to the support group and well it was a nightmare, or close enough to it anyway. The mother of the girl who both introduced me to the guy who assaulted me and was there when I was assaulted, was at the support group. She knows who I am and knows her daughter was there, but I just freaked. I am still really anxious about it too. I don't know. I am just scared. I don't know if I should call someone or anything, cause I am really freaked.