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You might be surprised you might find out that you do have to go down that ugly path or maybe you are right and she just wants to exploit you some more.

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Dalila,TY,
It feels like I've been manipulated and exploited by my T, but my intelligent self is calling for proof of ill intent. Only at the moment I'm too troubled and confused to think straight.

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I think you have it right here, you cant say those things so you have not worked through it.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> This is hard to acknowledge too.

I hope my views on this session change and the dust settles. I hope I will eventually see the benefits from this exchange, because right now, its just made me feel a lot worse about myself.

Thanks again everyone--peace of mind would be nice at the moment.