Thanks everyone for your support. I feel like I know all of you because I read each and everyones posts. I seen T yesterday and I feel much better. I do see things in a different light. She has shown me that my parents never kept me emotionally safe. I never thought of some of the stuff she has said until she guided me to see it her way. I love T and am starting to trust her much more. Oh to answer your questions I am on anti depresents, I have told her it is hard to come to therapy and talk about my childhood. She says I am couarigous.