Angel, I know how hard it is to trust. I was dumped by a therapist and have been seeing this new therapist for almost a year. I am just starting to open myself up to her. I see her as a mother figure but a very nice mother I never had. I think it has alot to do with how gentle and patient your T is with you. Once You feel safe You can start to talk about hard stuff. Maybe this is not the best advice but 6 years is along time to see T who you still do not want to open up to. Maybe it is time to shop for a new T. It is so hard to find someone you can really connect with. Warm whishes
miss boots