Earthmama, I have 2 kids and when I fail I look at them and they are what makes me start over. Tomorow is a new day! I also struggle with a eating disorder. It is a daily battle because you need to eat. It isn't like we can just give up food 100% With kids there comes junk food or kid friendly food that we have in our houses and some times we loose control or as I like to say I made a bad choice sounds better.