thankyou for offering me support, but someone complained about a poem of mine yesterday .... so right now i lack trust ... you know .... that word again ... TRUST ..... that poem was about missing a friend ... nothing nasty or cutting or harmful in any way ..... so i appreciate the kind words, just struggling thru on my own seems like a good idea right now .... this post is not getting at anyone BTW .... just stating how i feel ..... because i have a personality disorder....... i am allowed to feel stabbed in the back ..... i dont know who i trust anymore ......

please, i dont want any replies to this post .... please I beg you .... because it will only be seen as wrong .....

i appreciate my friends here who support me, i want to support back, i feel a lot of love for people ......i mean no harm whatsoever (yes in the past i have been triggered by stuff and lashed out we all make mistakes and i'm the first to apologise if i have) but right now i am saddened ..... so, i will get my head around it and get on with it in my time ....

Jin