((((((((((((((((((((( wants2 )))))))))))))))))))))) how on earth did you know how much i needed that today? from all of you, but especially today

God only knows...i've seen bad. i've seen, felt and known worse than bad. i have to believe that i'm here for a reason. i was once told by a very wise person that the reason i lived thru so much was so that i could relate that with others when they think they can't go on. that's what i try to do. i'm living proof that it DOES get better...somehow, some way. also, each day that i give into the bs of yesterday, is another day that i give THEM...the abusers. no, that's not happening...not ever. i can imagine the satisfaction on their faces in seeing any misery i might display, so i don't. does that make sense? after a bit, the fake smile and words become reality it's such a nice feeling

thank you again.