After the last few stressful sessions, I've been trying to calm things down, my IBS has also been playing up so I know my whole body is in OTT mode at the moment. So I tell T this morning that I had to keep reminding myself that i even had T this morning, something I normally never have to do and T agreed that I am proberbly trying to take a break emotionally. So then I just happened to mention a dream I had last night where the Queen is jogging through the park and its giving me a head ache trying to guard her. I keep telling her that shes the queen and people will recognise her and she doesnt seem to care then I say the next thing I know I'm in a lift and the walls immediately start closing in on me. I say I dont know where the hell I got the Queen from, and T says, perhaps its an aspect of you that you are trying to protect? But then after some silence T said, you do know now that i Have an image of the queen in jogging bottoms T-shirt and a crown? LOL!!!! I think I may have evidence of my first impact I have on T's personal life? LOL!!