I had a hard time getting the right prescription, and it takes time for the meds to work. Have faith that it will work.

Please allow yourself to enjoy the cruise as much as you can. Laying around on a deck chair is normal behavior (or it seems on TV; I've never been on a cruise), so no one will know what you are feeling inside. Perhaps the meds will kick in and the experience will be much better than you imagine right now.

Please take care of yourself.