You all are right. I think he is my fantasy partner. In his defense though, I think I am his as well. He is separated from his wife who had kicked him out for another man. We sort of use each other for a temporary relief. Reality always settles in later though.

It's unlikely we'd be together and happy forever under the circumstances of how we got together. There's still a part of me that wants him for myself though, but he never tells me anything in reply.

I actually saw him last night but was unable to get into a in depth conversation about what had happened with my friend. I hope to ask him what had happened or at least hear him tell me the truth of the situation. I can move on........I hope.