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Pachy said:
Isn't the therapist supposed to be able to modulate things so they don't get so out of control?

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I really did have this assumption, even after a year with the same T. I think I (my 10 yr old) really wanted some kind of reply from my T. And again for what ever reason, I feel really ashamed to have this want. However, my T has consistently not replied to my e-mails. She seems willing to accept them, print them out, and discuss them in the session; she doesn't reply to them. For me to even be checking my email looking for a response yesterday was a waste of time. I guess it was that child thinking, 'oh, will this time she know I am really hurt and it will be different.' NOT! This is another hate point for me... not being able to trust myself to manage stuff on my own.

I know I am being very mean to myself here. But I am just writing what I am truly feeling at the moment (right or wrong). Today the meanness jumped out at me, where yesterday I was too upset to see it.

Thank everyone for tolerating my rants.